surrender the love

Taking the easy way out was never so hard. I dropped out of school, can’t do anything until i get a car, and my job is stressful enough (even without losing hours like I have been).

Mm, JLF makes me happy. (:

Bad Habit

My bad habits:

1. Biting my nails
2. Getting rid of friends that are girls (normally best friends) very quickly if I find that I don’t get along with them as much as I would like.
3. Cheating. Enough said.
4. Leaving my contacts in for long periods of time. Weeks, even.
5. Getting to school late, every morning.
6. Being rude to my mother, just so i’ll get my way. (I never get my way anyway).
7. Thinking aimlessly about how Ms.Smith is a meth addict, and how i’ll never experience something like that.

1. Easily the most common addiction in the world.
2. A really really bad habit. I can’t help but to get busy after a friend and I hang out for an extended period of time. Madison, Mariah, Tiffany, etc. I always end up not liking something about them, they’re too… womanly. There’s a new girl at the restaurant just like me. We talked about it. I seem to have taken to her well, we get along excellently. We have plans Sunday to go bowling. I think she’s a possible candidate. I really don’t want to stop being friends with her though. I hate this habit. I’d give anything to get rid of it.
3. I’ve cheated on almost every boyfriend i’ve ever had. Ouch. I’m a great person. :/
4. My eyes are infected, if you wanted to know. God i hate glasses.
5. Can i get a wootwoot for truency?
6. It’s not like I can get my way. I dont have a cell phone, drivers liscense, or anything. It’s like i’m not good enough for her. Fuck being a teenager.
7. Everytime I walk in her room, it smells like a methlab. Or, just a reinactment of my summer. Oh, sweet memories.

I need a life. 

Pastafarianism

Today I took the liberty of being full of glutton, and completely miserable. It’s my godgiven right, correct? I really couldn’t find anything to smile about, especially since my mother is being a complete and utter bitch to everybody today. I love how i’m lacking a cell phone now, just because i’m not good enough for her.

Good news? I’m quitting my job.

Bad news? I’m quitting my job.

Oh, but i’ve found something that makes me smile all the time. I tend to talk about it almost as much as I talk about Logan, or Cody. It’s Pastafarianism. It’s the great invention of Bobby, a school teacher, trying to “stick it to the man,” if you know what I mean. He stood up against something he thought was wrong. Maybe it’s inspirational for me? I’m not sure, all I know is that it makes me smile.
Wikipedia Pastafarianism.